My question is, where does all the saliva in my mouth go when I walk out to pick up the !@!~! handle??? And what is with the bouncing in my knee when I try to put weight on it as I turn in the circle?
Funny thing I noticed about me & Contests... :
...The ones I practice like mad for and think I've got my stuff together for are the ones where something goes inevitably wrong. (pattern points, over run or just plain ugly pattern etc.)
...Then there are the ones where my buddies will egg me on into to going, and I get there and I tell 'em, nah I think I'll just watch today, or some such attempt at copping out. More egging and needling and I finally succumb and register to fly. Low and behold I put up a relaxed "who gives a rats booty" flight and I'm in the money, or at least getting a much more respectable score than usual.
Conclusion - I psyche myself out. Bummer. Maybe it goes away after time, or more experience, but I'm still one of the younger crowd,(well, compared to the average C/L'er, anyways) have a family, business and commitments to take priority, so I don't make many contests.
Biggest looming Contest related fear? - (aside from carbon fiber & APC props) That by the time I retire / or have time to give this a decent shot, my best years and reflexes will be long behind me. (though Werwage & The Bear give me hope, they were already top flyers at half my age)
That's why I think you have to really be into this for the pure enjoyment, because the trophy alone just can't be that rewarding in the long run. It's the friendships, the excitement / fascination over favorite designs coming to life & feelings of accomplishment etc. that keep people in competition long term. That way, weather winning or loosing the trophies, we still win, because we get out of the experience what we came for.
Eric(Even being aware of all that, I still psyche myself out)Viglione